Wednesday, July 28, 2010

i can kill with a smile and warm with my eyes...

Having someone have a crush on you is huge for your ego, especially when you've felt like you're not worth loving for a while.

A person I've been seeing, more friends than not, makes me feel great. He compliments my cooking, he says I'm fun to watch, he is great to laugh with. It's really nice after feeling like something was wrong with me for a really long time.

I'm in a great mood today, and although I'm sitting at work thinking about all the other important stuff I could be doing, I'm just going t have to wait till 4...

Last night I bought a ton of food for us to take so we can spend out money on activities instead of eating... I made my favorite kind of mac and cheese, I bought stuff for pancakes and pre-made cinnamon rolls and instant oatmeal. We have a room with a stove top in it so I can make bacon and eggs too. And french toast. I think I'm more excited about having the time to cook every day than anything else.

This man friend of mine loved the mac and cheese, he is vastly impressed with my mad cooking skillz. It's nice to be appreciated. It's nice to be wanted. It's nice to feel beautiful and sexy again. It's been a really long time. Even before David and I broke up I rarely felt like he thought I was wonderful, we were on the rocks, but still. Feeling that way sucks.

Happy Wednesday. This will be me in about 20 hours!


  1. Wow you look smaller and your hair color looks different ! ;) That's awesome you have someone to make you feel that way. :) Sounds like you're having fun. Keep it up~

  2. I'm so happy for you! Have a great time in Myrtle Beach! Make sure you guys go putt putting, it's a must when you're down there!

  3. I was going to use a picture of an old man in a speedo but I couldn't find a good one, so little kid had to do :)

  4. Hahahaha.

    Cmon, that's perfect.

  5. Very happy for you! Have fun and pour back with details! ;)

  6. Dustin, that photo is a hundred times better. You win, hands down.